|Sirinne at Deviant Art|
I am thinking about the Iowa State Fair and how it felt to go, for the first time, with only my iphone for a camera. I am thinking about how strange it is to be part of a vanishing category, the single person, how any gathering of friends will contain very few single people. The strange part is how this was foretold to me in Bridget Jones' Diary. Briget was 33 years old, too. And, like Bridget, I am thinking about being fat. How I hate being the fat person who eats more than everyone else, but if I don't then I'm the fat person who is ashamed and dieting, which isn't any better. There is no unmarked way for a fat person to eat. I am thinking about Merrill, who I have written about, but only in relation to her relationship with Jenny. I want to write her a post of her own.
|Sadly, she only gets this awesome outfit if she has a romance with Jenny.|
I am thinking that the coffee I had this morning wasn't enough, even though I'm not sleepy at all. I'm thinking that I had ambitions for today. I am wondering if it would be possible to entice Naamah_Darling to make me a Merrill pony. I mean, she always makes her own characters, I don't know if she'd be willing to make a pony interpretation of someone else's character. But I found this and now I WANT.
|KageTakaiDoragon at Deviant Art|
Not this exact pony, because I would want to give her more freedom than that. I'd want to show her lots and lots of images of Merrill and describe Merrill's personality and history and everything and let Naamah Darling interepet how to translate that into pony.
I am thinking about ways to extricate myself from Bacon Sushi Guy, who sent me a text on Saturday, expressing disappointment that he couldn't make it to breakfast to show me his finished hat. I am thinking about the way my experience with authority affects how I interact with video games. The police always let me go with a verbal warning. I follow rules, and expect to be rewarded for it.