Friday, April 30, 2010

Monday, April 26, 2010


Most of the time my blog title is just a title. Most of the time, I am not really talking to myself. But sometimes that really is all I want, a place to put things I might otherwise forget. And it's strange to put it here, but I don't have a super secret, special, blog-for-me, so here it goes anyway.

I want to grin madly. I want to share. I want someone to know how I feel, which is a profound sense of joy and gratitude. But it feels strangely boastful, and yet feels like not enough to boast about. Someone gave me a compliment. That's all.

Today, Lisa thanked me for my presence in sculpture workshop this semester. She said that I always said what needed to be said, that my part in discussion was thoughtful and insightful, so much that she made a point to thank me for it.

It means so much to me, to be admired by someone I admire, to be told that my participation improves a class where I often feel outclassed, ignorant, or just someone who talks too much.

Sunday, April 25, 2010

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Two voice mail messages, one text, and now an OK Cupid message. If this doesn't work I'll have to admit defeat.

I really like him. Cross your fingers for me.