Today I found out that two guys I don't know are dating other women. One would think that the fact that I don't know them might make me rather indifferent to their relationship status. Or the fact that these guys don't know me, either. That would be rational.
I am not rational.
I would say that at the moment I'm also hitting a low point on my self-measured datability-meter, except that I'm always at a low point. The only difference is that sometimes I care. Like now, when the disinterest of total strangers has me feeling like no one will ever want me again, and I will be stuck buying AAA batteries in bulk and convincing myself that it's all I really want anyway.
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