I don't know. I don't know. I had a post full of questions and I re-set it to draft, because I am afraid to even ask the questions. Which is partly because I don't like the questions, they are hard and make me sad, and partly because I never did answer the question about this space, and appropriate ways to use it.
I am sad, and I want him to make it better. Because he does that. I breathe him in and feel better.