Friday, October 26, 2012

New Crush

It's hard, sometimes, to look at today and believe, really believe, in tomorrow.  To eat a giant meal and believe that I will ever be hungry again.  I know it, of course, but despite all past evidence, it just doesn't seem possible.  I look at this blog where I have four years of impossibilities logged down, events I couldn't live through, feelings I couldn't ever lose, and even with all this laid out in front of me, I can't shake the feeling that tomorrow will be just like today.

I did live through those events, and each feeling has run its course.  Tomorrow is not today.

I know that.  But this time—this time it's different.

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