Sunday, October 28, 2012

I found my awesome. Now what?

He says he'd better learn to ballroom dance.  He says he's told me a lot of things he doesn't usually talk about.  He says that in January he might be able to switch to first shift.

And I feel like it's all happening again.  Like it already means too much.  I feel like I shouldn't have made out with him like a horny teenager and it kind of pisses me off because I shouldn't have to pick between NOTHING and EVERYTHING.

It was good.  I'd do it again.  But I also know I'll be moving on.

I wish I remembered what I'm looking for.  I know I had it once.  I know it isn't fair to expect it right away.  But I look at them and think, I'm not done looking.

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