He says he'd better learn to ballroom dance. He says he's told me a lot of things he doesn't usually talk about. He says that in January he might be able to switch to first shift.
And I feel like it's all happening again. Like it already means too much. I feel like I shouldn't have made out with him like a horny teenager and it kind of pisses me off because I shouldn't have to pick between NOTHING and EVERYTHING.
It was good. I'd do it again. But I also know I'll be moving on.
I wish I remembered what I'm looking for. I know I had it once. I know it isn't fair to expect it right away. But I look at them and think, I'm not done looking.