wrong

My essay for commie pinko is still wrong.  I have emailed the coordinator, and gotten an "out of office" response.  I have emailed another person in charge, and not yet heard anything.  It has only been 14 hours since my last email, but there are only 19 days of judging, and now there are 16. I wouldn't care if it were missing.  I care very much that it is bad.  It has a life, in the world, and I am ashamed of it.  And it's that feeling of shame that I can't stand, that leaves me sick to my stomach and miserable.