Weight this morning, 208 pounds. Loss this week, 4 pounds. Total loss, 9 pounds.
I was excited this weekend. I was going to tell you. Except that now it's gone. It doesn't hold up to rational examination. There is a boy. He is friendly and good-looking and interested in dancing. At the time, just having him pay attention to me was enough to make me giddy. At the time, I could pretend that maybe it could mean something. But I can't quite manage to pretend anymore.