Un-drafted the previous post. I had thoughts. I may regret them, or at least un-think them, but I thought them once so they stay up.
I have since had other thoughts, thoughts like, wow I went quickly from "something isn't perfect" to "kill it with fire." Thoughts like, maybe I should calm down, stop seeing Doom everywhere, and text him about my day like I want to. Because I do want to. Thoughts like, maybe he should be part of a decision making process.
So, I am calming down. I am reminding myself that all-or-nothing reasoning is a logical fallacy. I am not freaking out. I am going to continue to examine my feelings and ask for what I need, including space, and I am not going to turn away a good thing because I see Doom everywhere.