Still Breaking Up: Snippets

I think I could have stayed, if he hadn't loved me.  If I could have been a girl, instead of The Girl.  I would have liked that.

I should probably clear out my text folder. 

When I get a text, even knowing it won't be him, I hope and dread that it is.  Because he shouldn't.  I don't want him to.  But I miss that little thrill. 

There are moments when I forget that this is happening.  Sometimes, it's something that has happened.

He changed his internet status (Facebook, OK Cupid) right away.  It seems healthy, which I like, and also it makes me look less eager when I change mine.  He has a new profile pic.  I look at it and want him all over again.

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