Wednesday, October 17, 2012

Transcript, thoughts.

I said, I can't be your friend right now.  I need time to adjust.  You are not alone, but I can't be your person.

I said, Because this is a change.  From being "ex" to "friend."  One gets in the way of the other.  I can't be your friend with the relationship hanging over us.  I NEED time apart.

I think, am I leaving it still too open?  Am I only leading him along even longer, in a sort of half-life of waiting?  Do I want to be his friend, ever, and if not am I being cruel?

But I think that we could, maybe, be friends.  I might like to be.  Just not now.  Not like this.

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