Like every other blog I write, this one is about change. In this case, it's about changing location, about going to Ohio for a week and coming back. I can't disassociate my life from the places it happens in, and so when I leave those places, I leave everything else associated with them. In the week I spent with Fenna, I had no other obligations, no other friends, nothing but what was in front of me. And that was amazing. But once I open my apartment door again, and what is in front of me is this Iowa, again, it becomes everything. All I see is all there is. The rest feels like someone else's memory.