My life as a 15-year old.

I said So I was wondering, and he said Yes? What are you wondering? And he pulled away to arms length and grinned at me and I probably blushed. I always blush. I tried to pull him back so I could hide my face in his sweatshirt.

I was wondering if you maybe wanted to be my boyfriend, I said, and he laughed and said Okay. I can pass you notes in class.

And the thing is, I have no idea what I asked for. I have no idea what it means. I don't think he does, either. But I guess I have a boyfriend now.