Tuesday, December 11, 2012

This horrible other-me.

So here's something: My boyfriend slept on the couch Saturday night because he couldn't stand to sleep next to me.

That's how badly I snore.  It horrifies me, in part because I feel so helpless.  It's as if I become this horrible other thing when I fall asleep.  I am so self-conscious about it, so embarrassed.

He is not complaining about my attractiveness or personal hygiene.  But, still.  I feel gross.  I feel horrible and gross, because no matter what he says, what I hear is, "I can't stand to be next to you." 

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